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Saturday, 02 January 2010
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Vampire Weekend
By Vampire Weekend
M79
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Happy New Year
Im sure we all have our own resolutions
And mine has been the same for 3 years,
Its to stop cursing.
I mean, how am I supposed to have a new resolution if I have yet to fulfill the first right?
Okay and another.
I have somethign to prove to myself.
See I have this habit
Of hiding things from people
And no- not like hide and seek kind of thing
But more like, hiding my emotions
I mean seriously?
You think anyone can be truly happy all the time?
Hah, trust me, if you think I am being happy and cheerful
You might want to think twice
Sometimes things just arent what they seem to be right?
But I'm done pretending.
From now on
If I'm upset.
Im gonna talk it out.
I believe my friends are more than worthy of my trust.
So, no more pretending,
I thought by doing so I could eventually numb myself from pain, and everything else that hurts me inside
But apparently it doesnt work that way.
So my new theory-
Is that to truly achieve internal happiness
I will feel
Feel all emotions, of which the situation requires of me
You know, as a human,
I hated being able to feel
Feeling sadness, anger, it was all too great for my petite body
But I'm over that fear.
because I'm only human.
So for 2010.
Lets all try to be as happy as we can
but lets also fill it with sadness, anger, jealousy, disgust, shyness, and any other emotion you can think of.
Because I'm, starting to believe,
that THAT is whats life's about.
feeling, and getting over it.
to make us stronger inside.
I love Leona Lewis.
So beautiful, elegant, classy, powerful.
I especially love her new song.
The lyrics really just move me.
And it feels, so true, so real.
Not the stupid teeny bopper shit that singers like ke$ha sing about partying.
Thats not what life's about (although it is a catchy song)
The beloved Leona, friends.
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Wednesday, 30 December 2009
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Recent events have left me stunned, with someone in a coma on a hospital bed, on New Year's Eve.
God is testing,
and lets all pray for the best.
Not how I pictured myself ending the year 2009.
But hey, take what you can get right?
Watching Xmen series 1 and playing Marvel vs Capcom 2.
I'll take that any day.
All I need is,my family & close friends.
Put love on hold, Cupid.
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Sunday, 20 December 2009
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Devils & Angels
By Mêlée
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Will someone please tell me why everyone's so gloomy these days?
Come on people, cheer up!
You should be happy to still be alive!
Do you know how many innocent people have died?
War,Famine,Poverty,Natural Disasters.
You know what I want for Christmas?
I want all you guys, to stop whining and cherish the fact that you are able to see, smell,hear,taste, and more importantly, feel.
What doesnt kill you, only makes you stronger.
So buckle up everyone and turn those frowns upside down~
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Friday, 18 December 2009
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You Know Where to Find Me
By Rachel Cohn
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this is a long post. you'd be crazy to read it. Id love you for that.
Okay, so its been awhile.
Ive probably been doing the same thing almost every single day for the past month or so.
Sometimes have my own daytrips and meetups.
But other than that, life's pretty chilled, and relaxed.
Yet I keep wondering if I'd ever open up the History book placed next to my bed.
I know I put for a reason.
I even attempted to read the chapter on Cold War.
Yet somehow, I never really read it. Yet.
I know, I like the holidays.
Who doesn't? Everyone needs a break right?
But its totally different without school.
School's like, the most permanent thing in my life.
Relationships arent even as permanent as they seem.
But school is.Monday to Friday, Monday to Friday, a cycle.
Us kids cant escape it.
The best part of school was my friends.
They're the only reason I have to look forward to when i get to school.
But as much as I think of them, which is bytheway, everyday,
I'm not here to talk about them special people.
See, its been a year since Yusri & I broke up.
It was around this exact timing.
There are some things in life you'll never forget.
Especially one that concerns your past.
But Yusri liked to keep his speeches short.
He didnt talk much, except with me and afew others.
Sometimes he'd play his guitar over the phone, just to fill that empty silence.
Its been a rough year.
Overall, my head & heart has been scattered all over the place.
I couldn't get it to work properly.
But right now, I'm fully composed.Im whole again.
I hope I can feel this way throughout next year.
I really need it for a fresh start, I need that drive to pull me together and get through.
So here's a great song, and no- its not about love and how lovers cry and whatnot.
Its about letting go.
And I can proudly say, that I have.
Goodbye Yusri.
You'll always be my best friend. Always, because I meant it when I said forever.
Just not the way we pictured it at that time.
Adieu`
(Adieu by Enter Shikari)
I remember now, why I let you go.
It was for the best.
I was saving you, like I said I wanted to.
And now look at you.
Youre happy, finally happy, and I'm glad you are because you deserve to be.
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Friday, 04 December 2009
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Rise Sunshine
Life would be beautiful.
If I had someone to share it with.Sondre Lerche with Modern Nature.
Try it really, its one of my faves!
(and yes he's a guy)
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